Little Diary of A Silly Girl

Dramas to recommend

2009-11-16T22:40:00.000-08:00

Hey...to all drama lovers!
I hv 2 dramas to recommend...
One is Hong Kong & the other one is Korean!
Actually, I watched both of them b4 my exams...
Hahaha...very naughty ler...
Nvr study, kept on watching shows only!
Haih...wat a drama addict m I ???

The 1st drama series - Hong Kong :-

<< You're Hired >>

The main character is a very smart guy.
Can b considered as a genius in doin biz.
Wear the same style of clothing everyday.
From this drama, u can even learn some marketing tactics!
It is a very interesting and funny drama...
Wanna know more...watch it quickly :)

The 2nd drama series - Korean :-

<< Cinderella Man >>

From this Korean drama...
U can learn abt fashion!
It is the latest fashion, coz this show was made in 2009.
So, quickly watch it b4 the fashion is outdated!
Ladies will love this more than men...
Coz it is mainly fashion and romantic love story!

Besides tht, I m also a small fan of Kwon Sang Woo (权相佑).
Those hu like him as well must watch this drama oh!
Excellent acting and handsome and muscular...HAHAHA...

Tht's all...
Rmb to watch ya, frens!

Jie jie's 21st bday

2009-10-15T18:17:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday jie jie!
21 years old liao lor...dai gor lui jor!

Celebrating jie jie's 21st bday earlier than the exact date (18th Oct)...
Coz daddy is not ard during tht period...goin to China!
The celebration was held at Ducking Restoran, situated in Jaya One.

The most expensive dish...(I mean the one above)...

Very artistic ler...nice photo taken by my darling!

Jie jie wif her bf

Me & my darling

The 'jie mei hua' in the family
* For those who dunno wat is 'jie mei hua'
It is actually refering to 'sisters'

Cappuccino Cheese Cake frm Secret Recipe
The wording was not tht nice.
I think my darling can write better than them lor...huh!

Daddy & mummy bought jie jie a 'key' necklace.
Initially, mummy said tht they will not buy a key necklace for jie jie.
Although jie jie asked for it...
Why? Bcoz they nvr buy for my big bro too when he was 21.
So, in order to be fair or to avoid jealousy among siblings,
They decided not to buy for all of their children.
* Jie jie was so mad abt this!
However, it was quite surprising when daddy was taking out a necklace.
This made jie jie so surprice & happy!
Including me...I was also surprised by tht.
After the party...& after v reached home,
My mum told me tht she had changed her mind & spoken to my big bro...
Told him tht she will be buying a key necklace for jie jie
And will replace 1 for him as well, although his 21st is over.
But, my big bro said it's ok, he is fine wif tht, dun hv to replace 1 for him!
In conclusion,
I can also get a key necklace when I m 21 years old...lol...
However, cannot confirm yet...
Coz my parents may change their minds suddenly!

Singing bday song for jie jie.

Making wish...
But y jie jie look like praying de...hahaha!
Her hand gesture shd not be in this way lar...

Family photo

Haha...added in 2 more yeng zai...

3 leng lui in the family

The nicest photo...laughing happily

So sweet...

My turn to be the model for our photographer, victor nah (my darling)...hahaha!

Haiyo...so frustrated!
Could not slp during tht night!
Mayb bcoz I drank too much alcohol & at the same time...drinking chinese tea!

Wish jie jie 'Forever 21'
Remain leng lui all the time!
Hope tht all ur wishes come true 1 day...
Muuuuaaaaacckkkzzzz...
Jie jie, I love U...

Chicken's wedding dinner

2009-10-07T07:49:00.000-07:00

Haha...all of u may wonder hu is 'chicken'...
It is actually referring to 1 of my bf's high school classmate.
Everybody call him '鸡佬'...i also dunno y ???

*Thx baby for bringing me to his wedding dinner & introduce me to ur frens!
I knw tht u loves me very much, and tht's y u brought me to meet ur frens!
Tq so much dear...muakz, muakz, muakz...
Actually I did think of introducing u to my frens,
But I m scared tht u will be unhappy or bored of meeting them!

Chicken's wedding dinner was on Oct 4th...Sunday night
I asked for leave the whole day.
Hmm...wat hv I done tht day?
Morning til afternoon...learning make-up by myself.
Haih...so disappointing, I think I got 'FAIL' for my make-up!
After tht, slept for a while, and then woke up to dress up myself.

Photos for tht night:

The wedding cake...it is actually fake!
Initially, I thought it was a real cake.
Coz when u see it from far distance,
U will not get to knw whether it is a fake or real cake.
Only when u see it closely.

All of the classmates singing on the stage

'Yam seng' again...the whole night kept on drink drink drink only!
So funny...they even hv a Cantonese song for 'yam seng'...

The photographers...including my darling (although he is not the official one)

Tht's all...
Hmm...at last...
Its time for me to dream of my own wedding dinner...
Muahahaha...

My bf's po po bday

2009-09-28T01:08:00.000-07:00

26/9/2009 Saturday...
Celebration of my bf's po po bday!
Haha...me & my darling bought her a HOJB bracelet oh!

Lol...all the ladies were looking at the 'sao bao'
Wat a super pro camera man (my darling), able to capture this shot...hehehe!

Po po's only son & daughters

Po po's surrounding by all of her daughter-in-laws

All of the grandchildren, 2 eldest ones are missing!
Haha, tht's y my darling bcame the eldest grandchild in this photo!

My lovely sweet precious baby...muakz...

2 youngest children in the family

Lol...imitating Michael Jackson!
Looks alike?

Po po cutting the cake

Me wif fei mui (tht's wat my darling always call her)
A girl hu loves chocolate very much...hehe!

Me wif aunty (my darling's sexy mum)

Mother & son

Wish po po happy & stay healthy always!
Happy Birthday po po!
Hope u like the present tht v gave u!

Being tagged ^_^

2009-07-01T23:09:00.000-07:00

Haha...i was being tagged by Wei Ning long long long time ago!
But, bcoz i was bz at that moment...
So i promised her that i will post up the answers when i m free!

Erm...
Actually there r 23 questions in total,
I deleted 3 questions...pai seh ya!
Coz i really dunno how to answer...

Besides that,
There is also 1 rule stating that:

遊戲規則:

去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個新的。

However, i dint follow this!
Never change any question & add on a new 1...
Ok...enough for explaining, lets read my answers now!
1...2...3...GO GO GO!!!

01.你最希望从朋友 (不包括愛人) 那里得到的是什么？
答：包容，因为我的性格和脾气有时候很容易得罪朋友。

02.最近最鬱悶的事？
答：学业（考试成绩）还有。。。家庭（不方便多说）。

03.最受不了自已哪個缺点？
答：人太过直

04.遇到喜歡的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默注？
答：默默的！因为害羞，没有勇气，又怕如果对方不喜欢我，那会有多尴尬啊！

05.说出點你名的人的3个优点
答：聪明，热情，很有女强人的味道

06.你现在最想拥有的是什么？
答：车吧，但是要等到我有$$$，而且还要懂得驾驶和认路。

07.你的夢想是什么？
答：和我最爱的人到处旅游

08.喜欢现在的生活吗？
答：不喜欢！要是生活可以过得无忧无虑，轻松自在，那该有多好啊！

09.什么人是你最欣賞的？
答：有才华，想象力丰富，还有那些会努力朝着自己人生目标前进的人。

10.这辈子做过最疯狂的事情是什么？还想从事的疯狂行为是什么？
答：应该是跟朋友到云顶的时候，玩游戏输了，被朋友指定 / 惩罚，到男生房间的床上跳3下。我不知道这对别人来说算不算疯狂，但对我而言，这种事情很少会发生在我身上，那一次是我真的鼓起很大很大的勇气去做的。。。哈哈！我还想从事的疯狂行为就是喝酒喝到醉，因为没尝试过！

11.十年之后，你想过什么样的生活？你打算如何实现呢？
答：二十九岁：有个好老公，过着安定的生活。（就跟点我名的人一样）如何实现？当然是珍惜每一段恋情啦，我是指我和宏宏的恋情，希望可以长长久久！

12.有想过放弃现有生活去流浪吗？如果有，为的是什么？
答：没想过

13.如果中乐透三亿会怎么办？
答：会把一部分的钱捐出去，剩下的当然是慰劳自己和做有意义的东西。

14.喜欢听什么音乐？
答：只要我认为好听的，我都喜欢！

15.你认为你是一个怎样的人？
答：非常平凡的一个人，没什么特别。。。

16.最想到哪里举行婚礼？
答：就照着华人的习俗举行婚礼，请客的话，希望是在一间高级酒楼，可以穿很多漂亮又高雅的礼服！

17.雖然问題已经很八卦了，但还是想问一下，愛人好还是被愛好？
答：两个都好，但是得看情况，因为要是我爱的人不爱我，那我会觉得很痛苦。

18.有什么不可告人的怪癖？
答：应该没有

19.最希望自己具备哪一种超能力？
答：Doraemon，想要什么就可以变出什么。

20.最想回去小学，中学，还是大学？为什么？
答：大学，因为比较自由，只是不想应付作业和考试!

Thats all...TQ for reading!
HAHAHA......

Melaka trip wif my dearest baby :P

2009-06-30T21:27:00.000-07:00

On the last day of June...
My darling brought me to Melaka to hv a 1 day trip together!
Hooray...hehehe...
I was soooo excited the night b4!
After having a simple bfast, v started our journey!
Wulala...Melaka, v r comin...c u soon!

Haha...this was the 1st place v visited!

After that, v went to Jonker Street...
Lunch time...stomach empty already, so hv to find something to eat!
Jalan jalan cari makan...lol...

The 1st food that v had was chicken rice ball - "鸡饭粒"
It is Melaka's famous...Muz muz muz try!
V chose the most tradition store - "和记"

Haha...do they look like fish balls?
No...no...no...
Actually, they r made by rice!

Next...The Ship!

Aiya...i could not capture the shot where my darling was jumping!
This was the 2nd shot...but still...
Haih...i could only captured when he was falling!
Sorry dear...will take nicer next time! ^_^

Then...v went to A Famosa!

Haha...i was trying to carry it away!

Superman was helping me to carry that away...lol...

On top of a hill behind A Famosa...

Aiyok...only able to capture my darling's face,
Coz he was the one holding the camera!
As u can c, i was raining (sweating)...hahaha!

Throwing money inside...
There was soooo many old notes...
Dunno how many century ago???

Opposite to A Famosa...

The car used by Malaysia's govt in the year of 1957...
Haha...it was BORN on that yr...

Next was Melaka River Cruise...
Paid RM10 for that...not worth it!
Nothing interesting to c...
Only 4-leg snake - "四脚蛇"

After that, v went to the Menara Taming Sari Melaka
It is the 1st revolving 'Gyro Tower' in M'sia!

Dinner time...
V tried out 2 things!
The 1st one was Satay Celup...

And the last food that v tried was kerang ("si ham")...
The store is located at a lorong in Jalan Bunga Raya!
It is quite famous...even 阿贤 also recommended it!

Hehehe...can u c how the table & chairs look like?

I ate more than 10 "si ham"...
Coz my darling dun eat seafood...so i hv to finish it!
But he also helped me to ate some!
Such a good boy boy...muakzz...
Immediately on the next day,
I have 1 pimple on my nose T.T

Those hu plan to hv diet,
Dun choose to go Melaka...
Coz there is really really...
So so so many delicious & yummy food that u muz try them out!

Kar Mern's Farewell

2009-06-28T21:50:00.000-07:00

Haih...seems like every1 is flying off...to aussie!
Left only ME in M'sia...
Sob sob T.T

V went to watch Transformers 2 ytd...
It is a great movie!
I love it soooo much...muuaakzzz!

There is 1 scene where Bumble Bee was crying...
Hahaha...lol...
It was so funny!
And Bumble Bee is so cute!
Can it b my Transformer?
I want, I want, I want!!!
But i found something quite weird...
Y Bumble Bee is so dirty, and yet...
It can transform into a super clean car???
(Wondering how can it be...)

And also Optimus Prime!
It is always my HERO...

Hohoho...and 1 more thing...
Megan Fox is damn sexy!
Although i m not sure whether the rumours r true???
I mean the rumours saying that she is a she-male!
But she is really damn hot & sexy!
And her eyes are so beautiful & attractive!
I think most of the guys r crazy abt her...

Although i m not her fans,
Still...i like her body!
Hope i can b jz like her...
Hahaha...

After that movie, v went to The Curve...to hv dinner!
But, v went to a lousy restaurant...Marche Restaurant!
Lousy in the sense of FOOD...
Every1 of us complained that the food is...
Haih...dunno how to describe!
Some even said that the food is like prison food...
The spaghetti that i ate is like 'lam pek si'
Even a simple 'pan mee' is more delicious than that!
I will not go there again...
And spread negative word-of-mouth (This is wat i learnt in uni...Haha)
Kar Mern, dun feel guilty...is not ur fault of choosing this restaurant!
Coz u also dunno it is dat bad!
Nobody will blame on u...so dun keep on saying sorry to every1...

Haha...Sin Jiang, wat were u doin?
Y u raised up ur right hand?
Wanna hit some1 izit?

All of the leng lui that attended the celebration!
Pui Ee, Sin Jiang, Kar Mern, Me, Kit Yee & Shu Yi

At last,
Wish Kar Mern...and also Sin Jiang...
Take care of urselves over there & all the best to u all!
Meet again some other day...if there is a chance!

Horrible news

2009-05-28T08:56:00.000-07:00

AAHHH...Jaya collapse...part of it only!
But,
Luckily dint hit us...so no need to worry!

That's all...
Hopefully there is no such horrible incident happen again in the future...
Check out the latest news frm the media...if u guys wanna knw more!

Hong Hong Bday

2009-04-30T03:01:00.000-07:00

1st day of my darling's bday celebration...
Haha...wif Les Toasts' colleagues...& also our big boss (his dad)!
Why? Bcoz their bday falls on the same day!
Went to Yuen Steamboat again...

After finish eating, its 'cake' time...deng deng deng deng...
Our head chef in cake department...Hui Zi...had made a new cake...
It is a cake wif the combination of 2 different cakes together!
Green Pea cake...AND...aiyak, forgot wats the other 1 called...

2nd day of my darling's bday celebration...
Only the 2 of us...celebrating at KL...Pavilion...
Firstly, v went to watch a movie called "Paul Blart: Mall Cop"

Hohoho...it was so funny...an interesting movie!
Those hu havent watch this b4, I would like to recommend it to u!

B4 stepping into the movie theater, my darling felt a bit hungry wor...
Pity him...muackz, muackz, muackz...
So, v decided to go to The Loaf.

My darling very yeng zai on that day ler...cant stop looking at him...
Even my mum also praised him...hahaha!

Erm...jz took this photo for fun!

Hehe...thats me!!!

Oh ya...I gv him a Marc Jacobs' sunglasses as his bday gift!
And lastly...Dinner time!
I paid for the bill, it was RM63.45 in total...
I love this figure, but I cant tell out the reason.
Only my darling & my family members knw it!
Its a secret...hahaha!

Presents for my 19th bday

2009-04-15T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hey Carolyn, thank you so much for ur present!
Jz to let u knw:
The 1st present that I received is frm U...muackzz...

Next is the present frm my leng lui jie jie...

I also received a chocolate cake frm my new fren - Jen Li. Forgot to take photo b4 I ate it...haih...

Haha...bday present frm my baby...Purse frm Massimo Dutti & a cake made by himself (aiya, the cake photo is not wif me again)...

Thx Kit Yee...ur present is so cute...

Got light & can change colour! I only get to capture 2 colours...haha, lousy in taking photo!

Finally, present frm my colleague...Siew Lie & Siew Kei - a crystal apple!

Perfume frm Chia Mama!

Fragrance frm Yummy...(haha, I hv 4 fragrances at hand now...all also gifts...yipee)

Thx every1 for ur presents!
And also those who paid for my dinner during the steamboat party
(My present too)...

Lastly, I would like to thank those who wished me Happy Birthday...
Including Wei Ning, Sok Kwan, Michael, Chon Jin, Jia Yee,
Swee Eng jie jie & so on!
I cannot rmb all, so those who I forgotten to mention,
Pls dun get angry ya!

Steamboat Party

2009-04-15T00:57:00.000-07:00

Haha...2nd day of my bday celebration!
First of all, tq so much to Andrew & En-shyang...y?
For organising this party for me! :)
The main success in this party is....
Deng deng deng deng..."Yuen chicken wing"
I ate 4 in total...but sure cannot compete wif others,
They ate more than me!

Sorry en-shyang, the photo that both of us took together is not wif me,
Dun angry ya!
Thx for every1 that came to that party...
Although some came without knowing it was my bday celebration,
But its ok...
Tq once again...to every1...
So happy to hv u guys!

My 19th Birthday

2009-04-14T04:43:00.000-07:00

Hi every1...
Haha, long time dint update my blog already...paiseh ya!

My 19th birthday had jz passed a few days ago...
Haih...1 yr older again...no more 18...& near to 20...so scary!

On 9th April,
The day that my boy boy celebrated wif me!
It was a Friday, so I had to go uni to attend classes as usual.
After that, my boy boy picked me up & brought me to Mid Valley!
We went to watch a movie - "Knowing"
It was interesting, but a bit scary for me...
Then, when v were walking to the restaurant,
I saw that SPADE was having PROMOTION - RM1 / RM15 for 2nd piece
Haha...dis was the 1 that attracted me!

Actually, the white colour shirt wif a black cat is more attractive...
But, when I tried it out,
It was very transparent, not very but still can c my panty!
So I changed it to purple colour lor...
Erm...although it is not that nice looking frm that photo,
But anything I wear, sure look nice de...
Wat u laugh, not true meh?
(Vomiting)
I very perasan hor???
Haha...no lar...jz kidding!
The following dress is my 2nd piece:

Finally, dinner time!
My boy boy took me to San Francisco Steakhouse.
Erm...paiseh...not much photo, coz most of them is wif my boy boy!

Thx to the 2 waiters in that restaurant,
For singing bday song when serving the cake.
And thx them for taking photo for us...as a souvenir!

Very very very HAPPY :)
Tq baby for wasting so much money to celebrate my bday!
Hope that v can celebrate each other bday every yr...& forever!
Muackzzz...

Still hv one more week!

2009-02-21T06:30:00.000-08:00

Hahaha...still hv one more week of wat?
One more week to school reopen...
Is this a good or bad news?
I m not sure either...

Somehow, I m feeling a bit afraid of school reopen...
I mean for this year!
Coz most of my frens went to aussie already!
N this including my best 'kaki-es'
Haih...
Miss those moments when v hang out together during break time!
I think those happy n relax moments will not happen anymore for this year!
But, at least...
I m not those kind that very afraid of loneliness!

One more sad case...
Which is my timetable!
I hv classes on Mon, Wed, Thurs & Fri
Except on Tues...
I dislike this kind of timetable lar...
I want my Fri to be off...
Haih...
Blame those stupid lecturers...
Y they arrange their lectures on Fri?
However...
I shd b glad that I m not an engineering student!
They hv more classes than biz students!

Wish all my frens hv a wonderful collage life in aussie!
N wish myself...
Score in studies!
Gambateh every1, including ME...

Bad mood suddenly!

2009-01-20T01:00:00.000-08:00

Haih...dunno y became so bad mood ytd...
My mood jz changed in a sudden...
I dun even knw where, when & what went wrong...
But i jz knw that i was in a bad mood during ytd night!

I tried to calm down...BUT...BUT...Haih!
However, i was so lucky to hv my love to be by my side!
Such a nice baby...
Tried his best to make me laugh...
Made soooo many cute faces jz to cheer me up...

Thx dear...love u always!
I m so thankful to hv u beside me whenever i need u!
I LOVE U...
Muackzzz...

Boring working!!!

2008-12-15T18:58:00.000-08:00

Vvvveeeerrryyyyy Boring AAAAHHHHH....
Somebody HELP ME!!!
Plssss.....

I m so relax right now!
Having such relaxing work is a good thing!
But tooo relax, make me feel so boring!
Feel like wanna slp adi!
But quite worth it, get paid although doin nth!
HAHAHA...

Y the time move sooo slow de?
Can it b faster?
I wanna go back home lar...

Friends's bday presents

2008-12-08T23:55:00.000-08:00

Hehe...today went to Mid Valley for shopping...wif my darling!
Actually, the main purpose was to buy 2 of our frens's bday presents!

Wow...it was sooo jam...soooo hard to find parking!
Y? Bcoz today was a public holiday - Hari Haji!
But, v still able to get our parking...at last...finally!

Buying present is a quite headache matter for me!
Luckily, this time i had some1 to handle it wif me...hooray!
V bought a pack of shower gel (2 bottles - Strawberry & Passion Fruits) frm The Body Shop for Xiao Xiao!

The most difficult to think of was Chia's present!
Haih...v decided to buy her a shirt, but not too simple, not T-shirt!
Finally, v bought a shirt frm Geb.
Hopefully she will like it!

Besides that, my darling also managed to buy his sport shoes.

After that, v had our dinner at a Japanese restaurant.
N then, i went to my darling's house...watched <海角七号>
It is a romantic love story, but i dun really like that movie so much.
Coz for me, i dun think it is as romantic as Titanic.
But, my darling like that movie...dunno y? Haih...

4Life

2008-12-07T19:55:00.000-08:00

Haha, does any1 knw wat is this?
This is a direct selling company that i m working in - 4Life!

Haih...i will hv to work there for 2 mths.
Replacing a woman who went for her maternity leave.
At the same time, i will also b continue working in my darling's bakery shop.
Where...
Monday to Saturday - 4Life
Sunday - Les Toasts Bakery
Public Holiday - Les Toasts Bakery

Hahaha...i m sooooo hardworking ler!
Actually not hardworking, i jz wanna earn more money for myself!
Play less & work more!
At this moment, i dun hv the mood to play, coz it will waste a lot of my money!

For others,
U all may think that i m a gal that love money so much & stingy sometimes...
But u guys r absolutely right!
I LOVE money soooo much!
No money is hard to live, & money is also hard to earn!
But, wasting money is so easy!
Those wif good family background (i mean 'rich'),
U may not understand how i feel.
I always hope that i lives in a rich family,
Where i dun hv to work so hard...
Where my parents will gv me money to spend...
Where i can buy watever i like...
Where i hv many clothes to change everyday...
Where i can spend money to learn watever i m interesting on...
Haih, so many to hope for...
But all of these r jz a dream which cant b reach!

I hope these horrible 2 mths will b over quickly...
Coz is quite tiring & boring sometimes!
But at the other hand, i also dun feel like continue studying...
Coz it will make me very very stress (assignments & exams)

Haiyo, y my life will be like this, y cant it b more interesting & colourful?
Mayb i shd change the way i think...
I cant always think at the negative side...right?
But sometimes, it is easy to say rather than do it.
How can i think everything at the positive side?
Haih...wat an useless idea m i thinking abt...

Frens,
How r holidays?
Wat r u guys doin?
Hope u all hv a great holiday!
Enjoy & hv fun...

Finding office job

2008-11-20T09:27:00.000-08:00

Haih...i failed the interview jor!
Stupid! (Scolding myself)
So...ended up finding another job again.
But i really very lazy to find lar...
Mayb bcoz my mum gv me a lot of pressure
Everyday also ask me "Do u wanna find job today?"
Make me very...very...
Haih...i also dunno how to explain my feelings
Very complicated!

Its my holiday lar...
Y shd i gv soooo much pressure to myself?
Every1 is relaxing,
Y can't i be jz like them?

But, if i dun find an office job,
I feel that i m useless & guilty
Bcoz my sis did work for a company b4,
During her sem break too...
So, i think that i shd also find an office job,
To gain more experience in administrative work to help out in future career.
If not, it would be very difficult for me to find job after graduate.

But, i really very very lazy aaahhh...
I think i will gv up finding job during dis sem break.
Find it next year lar...hehehe!

好难过噢!

2008-11-15T23:45:00.000-08:00

最近姐姐替我找了一份工作
那是她以前做过的
Office job...accountant assistant

要interview的前几天...晚上
我起初是很开心在看戏的
但却万万没想到
在我想上楼的时候
却在楼梯间听到妈妈和姐姐的谈话声

原来她们正在说我的坏话
其实也不能说是坏话
应该说是我的缺点吧！
她们说我这个人
很直
每次遇到什么问题就要问别人
永远都不会自己去面对

当听到这些时
我顿时停下脚步
躲在楼梯间偷听
就是想要听完她们到底还会讲我些什么
可是我越听...越火大, 越伤心
明明是妈妈主动要问姐姐interview的时候会问些什么样的问题
又不是我拜托妈妈帮我问的
其实我知道妈妈是想帮我...想保护我
但是我就是知道姐姐不会告诉我的
每次问她东西
心情好就会回答你
心情差就会发脾气
所以我才不想问的
而且我也希望我可以自己面对

我听到一半
就听不下去了
接着走下楼去看戏
但是带着这种心情看戏
哪可以专心看呢?

当她们俩都睡觉后
过了一阵子我才上床睡
(平常很迟睡, 所以当晚也不例外)
原本可以睡个好觉的
但是头脑一直想着刚才所听到的话
不知不觉就开始哭了

其实我从小已经知道我就是这样的人
又笨又傻又直
因为家人都是这样讲我的
所以从小到大我都一直认为我是家里最没有用的孩子
我不会怪他们
只能怪自己
为什么会那么没用
为什么...为什么...为什么！
为什么老天爷就不能让我聪明一点呢？

其实我已不是第一次为这种事而难过
数过来都有好几次了
每次都是大哭一场
累了就睡个觉
隔天就会没事

但有几次我想说做一些东西让自己变聪明一点
比如说多学多看多讲
可是到最后还是没做到
我真的真的真的是一个很失败的人啊！
这么会那么失败呢？
真的让我好难过噢！

Swimming & Singing

2008-07-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

Hehehe...today went swimming wif darling at his apartment!
Felt so excited coz this was the 1st time swimming wif him & wearing bikini in front of him! Another bigger problem to me was 'how to swim', i dun even know how to swim & yet i was the one hu suggested this idea...weird right!!!

Anyway, he was willing to teach me...but...but...haih...i cannot concentrate, kept on laughing like a crazy lady...dunno y...mayb bcoz i m too close to him! This made me recalled back when wei ning was teaching me how to swim at sunway lagoon, i kept on laughing too! This conclude that i cannot be taught by some1 hu is close to me, if not i cant concentrate & will keep on laughing non-stop in the swimming pool!

After swimming, v went to sing k wif my darling's best buddies. All of them were so energetic except me, swimming really made me felt a bit tired & not enough energy to sing...haih! But its ok to me, i will also let them sing more even though i m not tired coz they r much more better in singing especially my darling...made me felt that i m so damn worse in singing...really worse...no talent at all...haih...T.T

Shopping

2008-06-19T17:00:00.000-07:00

Today, i went shopping wif my mum at Mid Valley...
Haha...shopping is my favourite!

At first, i went inside Vincci...bought a slipper!
Then, MNG...wow, got sales man! Bought 3 clothes...
Went to Treats after that...bought a black jeans...
Minoshe...bought 2 bra...oops...paiseh...
At last, bought a bikini...hahaha...never wear a bikini b4...

T.T ... All my money flew into other ppl's pocket adi...pokkai liao!
I had spent more than RM 400...OMG...So sad lar...
Hv to stop shopping for a moment...muz work hard to earn more money!

Before i end, jz wan to say thx mum...for accompanied me today, although u were suffering frm period pain...sorry & thank you! Muakz...

First Touch

2008-06-18T16:00:00.000-07:00

Hi!!!
Finally hv time & mood to post something on my blog...hehehe...

Holiday makes me feel great after gone thru almost 1 mth of terrible studying & exams moment. However, i m still worrying of my exam results, coz i knew that i did very badly, especially management...hopefully i can pass all the 4 subjects so that i will not hv to retake again...haih...

Dun think that again...dun think...dun think...dun think...
This is wat i will tell myself everytime when my mind is thinking of something that i shd not think of during holiday, coz holiday is the only time for me to relax & hv fun...right?!

Instead of thinking that kind of stuff, y dun i think of wat to do during holiday! Actually i was planning to go for gym or dancing class, but i dun think i can make it now coz of $$$...So, mayb i will jz go for exercise at the playground behind my house...although i m afraid of exercising alone...haih...no choice...mayb i will bring a pepper spray along wif me for the purpose of self-protection...hahaha...

Hopefully i m able to lose weight during holiday...i wan my body to be fit...no more spare tayars...this is my aim but i knew that it will not happen coz...erm...dunno...hahaha!!

Lastly, i jz wan to say "gambateh"......to myself......in keeping fit! Jia You! Jia You! Jia You!